Through the Walls

Friday, July 01, 2005


I'm Back...


How are you, my friends? I haven’t posted in a long time (6 months). I’m so sorry for the delay; it won’t happen again. I’d like to thank everyone for the e-mails I have received. I’m surprised, for I’ve received e-mails from around the world. Once again, thank you.

So many things have happened these past few months. I wrote to you once about my grandfather’s illness, Alzheimer’s. Do you remember? My grandfather died on June 25, at 11:05 a.m. I’m sorry with all my heart that I couldn’t be at his side. My family tells me that he died at peace and calmly. They were at his side in his last minutes of life. May he rest in peace. I still remember the last conversation I had with him. He didn’t remember me, but we talked for a little while. We talked about wrestling which he used to love, the heat in Puerto Rico, although I had to make an effort to understand him. The last thing he told me was to take him a gallon of milk and some bread when I went there. Like I told you then, how I wish I could have done that, and saw him smile once more!

My grandmother is serene at least. I don’t want them to leave her alone at any moment. She’s strong and has taken things calmly. I wish that she could visit me, and take a little trip to clear her mind. We’ll see. She’s traveled only once. I hope she hasn’t taken fear of airplanes.

Well my friends, this is all for now. I hope that my messages are still of support and encouragement to you. It makes me really happy when I receive e-mails telling me that my messages have helped them in one way or the other. Soon I’ll post more photos in the Blog. Thanks once again for your support and your patience. Until next time.

Your friend always,

Pedro Matos

Reflections


"If for an instant God would forget that I am a rag doll and gave me a bit more life, I would make optimum use of that time. Possibly, I would not say all that I think, but I would definitely think before I say.

I would value things not for their face value but for their significance. I would sleep little, would dream more ... since for every minute that we close our eyes we lose sixty seconds of light ... I would walk when others rest and would be awake when others sleep.

If God gave me the gift of a bit of life, I would dress unpretentiously, I would lie down under the sun, not only naked of body but of soul...

I would tell men that they are wrong in believing that they should not fall in love when they grow old, but that they grow old when they stop falling in love! I would give a child wings, but would let him learn to fly on his own. To the old, I would say that death does not derive from old age, but from being forgotten.

I have learned so much from you...

I have learned that everybody wants to live on top of the hill without realizing that true happiness lies in the climbing of the escarpment.

I have learned that when a newborn baby first squeezes, with his little hand, his father's finger he owns him forever.

I have learned that the only time a man has the right to look down on another man is when he is helping him to his feet.

I have learned so much from you…

Always say what you feel and do what you think...

If I knew that today was the last time I would see you going to sleep, I would hold you tight and pray to God that I could be the guardian of your soul. If I knew that these were the last minutes I see you, I would say to you "I love you" and would not foolishly assume that you know it.

There is always a tomorrow and life gives us another chance to do the right thing but, if I am wrong and today is all there is, I would like to tell you how much I love you, that I will never forget you.
No one is guaranteed a tomorrow, young or old . Today it could be the last time that you see your loved ones. If tomorrow never comes, you will surely be sorry you did not take the time for a smile, for an embrace, for a kiss and that you were too busy to satisfy a last wish.

Keep those you love near you, whisper in their ears how much you need them, love them, treat them well, take time to say "I am sorry", "forgive me", "please", "thank you" and all the loving words you know... Nobody will remember you for your secret thoughts...

Ask the Lord for the strength and wisdom to express them... tell your loved ones how much they mean to you..."

(Author: Gabriel García Marquez)

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